Misunderstood

So low...that's where I am right now. I always feel that I never know your expectations...and even if I did I always seem to miss them. I feel so misunderstood. You never know how I'm feeling, and even if I did tell you you don't believe me. I don't think that you simply understand that I'm aching. I'm hurting. I'm trying to live my life, but if you constantly bring me down how am I ever going to go up? Last night I didn't sleep...I had nightmares the whole night...I tossed and turned til 3...it doesn't matter though, you don't believe me. I need you to believe me, I need you to have faith in me, I need you to help me. I need you...and you don't see that...